I am being prompted to write some words. I feel very much guided right now, since no clear content has presented itself to me. Embarking is one of the words. We often think of this as beginning a journey, but Webster's dictionary also describes it like this: "to engage or invest in an enterprise." I certainly embarked on the journey awhile ago, but this idea of investment is capturing my attention in the present. I have the feeling of investing my energy, my time, my resources into some creative project, possibly called "my life." It is definitely creating itself each day. It has very little material form, except that it manifests as a feeling of contentment with my life and my activities. It feels like a peaceful foundation has formed. Out of this comes everything else.
"When you find what your are called to do, your life takes on a focus and purpose. You come into rhythm with the deeper longing of your heart."
--John O'Donohue
This late spring season is bustling with activity and new growth. It is the time for planting seeds and live plants that we trust will bring abundant harvests in the next few weeks and months. I am sowing seeds also. Lighthearted seeds of positive energy, healing, creative expression, and new projects. I have tilled the soil and amended it with fertile thoughts. I have placed the seeds in locations that suit them well, and I have watered them with good attention. Now I wait and watch as they put down strong roots, send up green shoots, fill out with greening leaves, and blossom in beauty. I am one of these living, growing, greening, blooming beings. I am being nurtured by All That Is. Life wants all of life to thrive and prosper. So I am in this time of growing and developing. I am being present as my leaves unfurl. And so it is.
"Behold, my family, the spring has come;
The earth has received the embraces of the sun
And we shall soon see the results of that love!
Every seed is awakened and so has all animal life.
It is through this mysterious power that we too have our being."
--Sitting Bull
I am in a transition. From old to new. From seed to flower. I'm not even sure what are all the pieces of this transition process. Changes are happening. I am migrating from one place to another, metaphorically. It 's a mystical time. And I know that I am upheld by the positive forces of the Universe. Personally I feel like I'm in a fog sometimes. There's a lot that I don't know. So I am being held in the love and compassionate regard of All That Is. I trust that this is so as I braille my way through this time. Recently I found this blessing that assisted in calming my transition energy.
"May dawn find you awake and alert, approaching your new day with dreams, possibilities, and promises.
May evening find you gracious and fulfilled.
May you go into the night blessed, sheltered, and protected.
May your soul calm, console, and renew you."
--Celtic blessing
Spring. Even the name of it is coiled with potent energy. I am enjoying what feels like an early spring. So many plants have put on blooms, and green leaves are unfurling. Seeds are sprouting with new life. Long-held wishes for a full and meaningful life are sitting in pods about to break into green growth. I wait and watch in joy and anticipation. What adventures am I preparing for? What fun is there to be had? I feel quietly grateful for this springtime of potential.
"East Wind, all that you are--
Help us to find the dreams and tasks that are ours for the coming year.
And to balance ourselves carefully between focus and flexibility.
Show us how to move your unbridled creative energy through our hearts and bodies.
Keep us steeped in our wildness for at least this one season
So that our dreams are not domesticated or restrained."
--Susan Chernak McElroy
Living in mystery is living a life of unpredictability. Moving in the Unknown is allowing your wild self to live and to express itself. I am now becoming more proficient at living in mystery. It takes practice. And commitment. And the willingness to take a good, hard look at what really matters in our lives as the sun rises and sets each day. Each person is granted the freedom to live in the Mystery and to solve the mystery of what's important for themselves. It's all about choice. Those who choose this way of living are supported with the Love and Strength to live each day with courage and joy and authenticity.
"Do what you need to do in the present moment. Yours is not to worry about that which we call the future.... Do not lose power over the what-ifs of your life. These are unlimited and endless. Keep your power in the now, in present time. Keep your power just in the day that you are living on the Earth, and not on how to maneuver tomorrow."
--Gary Zukav
A New Year--a new commitment to being my true self. Life is unpredictable, yet always changing. We can only look inward to determine the most suitable path for ourselves in each moment and each step of every day that we are here on earth. True self calls, and I feel unable to ignore the call. I am moving each day closer to my true life. That life resides in the process of co-creating with Source and receiving the assistance of divine energy. It doesn't look picture perfect--it just is what it is, and it unfolds in its own organic way. A blessing.
"Authentic empowerment is necessary to accomplish fully the mission of the soul, yet as you move into authentic empowerment, you move toward the fulfillment of your soul's agreement with the Universe, and as you move toward that fulfillment--as you move consciously toward the energy of your soul--you empower yourself. You and the work of your soul upon the Earth expand together. As one grows and develops, so does the other."
--Gary Zukav
I am in the midst of creating something new and different in my life. I am opening to the energies around me, and listening for clues in the process of this creation. I have been having some experiences of creating in the moment when I'm able to be present. I am also learning to trust that resources will be made available to me, and that guidance will come to me for connecting with those resources. This is a tremendous time of living with energy shifts, opening to potential changes, and placing myself in the hands of Divine Compassion. I am moving into my life in small and subtle ways that feel large and transformational. Riding the waves...
"Do not worry or speculate about the future. As much as you can possibly connect with your higher self in the present moment, this is your future. Connection with your higher self--being in the moment--being who you are--creates the future for you. We are constantly creating our future in the NOW." --Sue Whitacre, July, 2009
